simplicity

2012-01-21T18:53:00.001+08:00

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2012-01-21T18:32:00.001+08:00

hanyaaaaa di radio...

music really is a one good therapy for stress and tiredness :)
try it people! listen to a catchy tempo song that you love and groove with it. free your mind, take a deep breath and you will enjoy it!

2012-01-21T18:16:00.002+08:00

Wonder what it is

Feelings are things that you will easily get confused with.
It mess around with our heart and our mind. It gets our organs reacting to what they are experiencing.
At times, we got to admit that those feelings are the one controlling our heart and mind most of the time.
We all know that it should be the opposite right. But yes, that is the hard truth.
Most of us tend to follow our feelings. And when we could not control it, we get drifted away with it. Leading to actions that is beyond our intention.

But for now, this feeling is something different. It is not harmful and also not saddening.
But its this confused and wondering feeling. I wonder what does this feeling I am experiencing means.
I would not want to interpret it in a different way. This is because I would not want to put hopes.
However, this feeling is rather unusual. A feeling that can lead me to keep thinking and thinking of it whenever I am not doing anything or whenever my mind is free.

Ya Allah, kau berikan lah petunjuk kepadaku, apakah sebenarnya perasaan yg aku sedang alami ini.
Jika benar ia apa yang aku harapkan, kau bawa lah aku dalam jalan yang lurus ya Allah. Berkatilah ia, jika ia memang apa yang aku harapkan Ya Allah.
amin ya rabb.

2012-01-01T13:43:00.001+08:00

May 2012 be a better year for everyone and may all of us become a better person :)

2011-12-30T10:06:00.002+08:00

when you realise that things that you want is impossible to achieve.

Certain things in life, you can make it a goal to achieve and try your very best to succeed in attaining it. However, there will be times when you randomly reflect and look through your dreams, some, were impossible to achieve.

And it hurts if that thing is the one that you have given most of your hope for.

Ya Allah, smoga kau berikan yg terbaik bagi hamba hambamu ini. Insya'Allah...

2011-12-01T23:12:00.003+08:00

Astarghfirullahalaziim....

At times, when we are sick we just regard it as a normal seasonal thing that comes to us. However, for me, I do not know why but when I try to analyze back on my actions during I am sick.
Yes, I talk less because I am weak.
Yes, I go home straight after school.
Yes, I do less actions.

But, the emotions sometimes, becomes hard to control.
Its like those PMS kinda thing.. yes..
When u do not know why you can easily get angry over little things if it does not go in your way.

Well, THAT is when you tend to make a sin. a minor sin. astarghfirullahalaziim...
where you will tend to accidentally higher your tone of voice when people do not get what you mean because you have no energy to project your voice...
where you will tend to be angry and accidentally portray a bad gesture because you are feeling restless and uncomfortable with yourself....

and all those other little detail things that you did when you are sick but you tend to overlook it.

Subhanallah, I just hope my actions will be kept protected by Allah so as not to hurt the feelings of those around me.

so, how? maybe you guys would wanna try to reflect too?
till here,sincerely from me..

Loves,
Fiza

2011-11-13T13:36:00.002+08:00

One Direction.

I am VERY VERY proud of them..
from little shy teenagers that hardly move their body when they sing,
hardly gives eye contact when performing,
look at them NOW!!!
they are now much much much better with awesome stage presence :DDD
and everybody is loving them with their new single that has been playing through the radio everywhere...

VERY VERY VERY PROUD OF YOU GUYS! ;))))

2011-11-09T23:50:00.002+08:00

BELIEVE AND CONFIDENT

Masya'Allah, I think that is the only word that I can use to make myself motivated and moving on smoothly and positively with these things.

Insya'Allah people... We can all do it! lets have faith! lets have confidence! lets strive! Just put on a smile, do it with a happy heart and....

Bismillahirahmanirrahim :))

2011-11-09T00:17:00.004+08:00

"Lightning don't strike the same place twice"

I believe in this sentence of mariah carey in her song angel's cry.
its basically saying, the mistake wont happen again if you were to avoid and learn from the previous one.

Therefore, the message to take home today everybody, keep improving yourself, and be a better person as days and mistakes goes by :)

Love,
Fizah ;)

2011-11-06T10:54:00.002+08:00

Today is dated 6th of November 2011.
and it means its just a week away from the Production day.

I know I have been complaining that Im tired and all. But I guess, its time for me to get all my mind set up positively. Gear myself up.
Only few more weeks Fiza!

2011-10-30T22:14:00.005+08:00

As time goes by, I realize that I began to get closer to my mum. Not that before this we were not but its just... different..
More teenager-mum kind of relationship...

I know it may sound insignificant but somehow, it brings a different feeling in me.
And i guess i should say Syukur alhamdulillah :))

2011-10-30T10:18:00.004+08:00

Our Production is coming near. We are left with only few trainings.
All I am hoping is Insya'Allah, everything will go on smoothly and everything will turn out very well just like how it did last year.

This also means its only few more weeks bfore all the tired-ness and busy-ness goes away. Like at last, we will all go back to our normal routine of going to school, attachments and normal trainings for normal shows :))

Go fiza, just few more weeks.

2011-10-25T00:02:00.003+08:00

Masya'Allah... my days now have been filled with trainings, trainings, trainings and trainings....

Not to complain but Im just wondering, can I have a break? please??? ok besides than Deepavali PH that is this coming wednesday :P

oh my, performance, production trainings.... attachment coming up in January bfore we even realise it..

Ya Allah, smoga kau kuatkn diriku utk setiap hari2ku.. Amin :)
btw, just wanna share this video...

selamat malam semua!!
Assalamualaikum :))

2011-09-14T23:16:00.002+08:00

Well, I dont know why but this yr's raye seems not so fun like the previous years.
why? I myself have no idea why :(

for my opinion, maybe first thing first, its bcos ramadhan and raye falls on exams season.
secondly, raya falls on Tuesday where the next day, kids have to go to school as per normal. and it takes like few days before being able to walk together with relatives on the saturday.. and by then, the mood has alrdy somehow subside. again, which i dunnoe why...

hmmm... production is coming, and training has been increased to 3X a week now..
means? more busy, more occupied, more tired, more worn out, bigger eyebags? haiyooo
a BIG NO for eyebags please..i alrdy look like a junior panda with these eyes..

tkpe, insya'allah, all these activities will lead me to become a more healthier person in terms of physical and social :)

2011-09-07T23:24:00.000+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA SEMUA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-09-02T22:21:00.004+08:00

syawal menjelma :)

now is the 3rd day we celebrate syawal.. but yet of course, ive yet to kluar with my relatives and friends. why? bcause its weekdays and evrybody's working.. boo :(

so, lets see.. hmmm.. tomorrow is saturday and its weekends.. and this also means.....
we gonna go jalan raya in convoy with relatives BAYBEH!!! WOOOOOHOOOO!!! the feeling of watching 8-9 cars entering and parking next to each other is really whoa... :DDD
well.. sitting at home really bores me to death :( besides than talking and watching tv with my mum la :)

sometimes i really prefer schooling where i get to meet my friends and all... but when it comes to projects and exam season.. "can i not go to school pls?"

well, thats life fiza!!
not everything u want will go in ur way kan? obstacles and difficulties are the ones that colours your life... if not, your life will be plainly monotonous for sure.. and u will say "booooooring!!"

okay2, well aft listening to e song panah asmara by afgan that i found on internet, it suddenly makes me imagine the times i would be in, if i get to be in relationship.. "waaa mcm best gitu kan"
but then!!! i always hear frm my friends that being single is good. so, again, confusion...

ape2 la fiza...
ur time will definitely come as Allah swt has it all written for you nicely and perfectly ;)
Insya'Allah, sesungguhnya aku percaye dgn kuasa tuhan :))

Hopefully im able to enjoy my remaining raye even though i noe attachment;s gonna haunt me down by the third week :(
till then,

Love,
Fiza <3

2011-08-29T18:42:00.003+08:00

Raya tomorrow :)

Alhamdulillah, at last without us realizing, Raya is just tomorrow.
It has been one month since we welcome the holy month of Ramadhan :)
The month where all the muslims all over the world fast in terms of food and drinks, as well as our self-being.

Alhamdulillah, if you have fulfil it successfully ;) good job man!!!

Well, Im nt sure why but this yr's ramadhan, I feel a lil bit different..
different in wat way? I dunnoe.. Its just that feeling.
I think this yr's more calm, peaceful and meaningful...
Plus my exam's period during the fasting month, I have found my best strategy in getting those info in my brain. its like the "best period"!!
noe when? its btween after finishing my sahur and waiting for subuh..

whoa.. that's like the best time u could ever use of to revise.. usually like those previous yrs, what i did was eat den sleep den wake up again and its almost end of subuh :S

but yeap!! found the right way ;DD
Insya'Allah, if i get to meet next ramadhan, I will prolly do the same routine :))

but other than that...
I would like to wish everyone that knows me Nur Hafizah bte Abdul Aziz,

A very
Happy Eidulfitri, maaf zahir dan batin jika ade kekurangan dlm diri saye.
pohon maaf, ikhlas dari hati.

Wasalam,
Fiza <3

2011-08-27T17:39:00.001+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Eid is drawing very very near, Hopefully we all can get to meet it this yr and the subsequent years ahead, Insya'Allah :))

Selamat Hari Raya semua!!!!! :DDDD

2011-08-17T17:22:00.004+08:00

Ya Allah... sesungguhnya I'm filled with these wonders in my heart and mind.
I have not gone through this kind of situation/stage of life.. Thus I'm not sure and I have no idea whether this is what they, people around the whole world, usually meant.

if this phase that i'm walking through now mmg betul what is meant by ---- Berikanlah aku petunjukmu ya allah... jgn la smpi aku terlalu berharap..

Amin ra rabbal alamin

2011-08-03T22:31:00.002+08:00

Everything's nearer

Ramadhan is finally here :) Ya Allah, smoga kau sentiase ingtkn aku kpdmu.. JAdikanlah aku hamba yang lebih beriman dari yang sebelumnya..
And this also means, Raya is coming in few weeks time.. Alhamdulillah.. Insya'Allah, dpt jumpe raya tahun ni :)

On the other hand, Exams are also arnd the corner.. during this holy fasting month.
Insya'Allah, kalau kiter usaha, we will get wat we deserve kan kan :)

And... LA training is back. Having to go trainings few times a week as production is few months away :)

Everything that happens in my life now, even though I complained of tiredness and worn out moments, Alhamdulillah, Im grateful that my time was spent well, with beneficiary stuffs :))

Happy Ramadhan people!!!!!!!!! :DD

2011-07-25T21:36:00.004+08:00

two things currently :)

Alhamdulillah everything went well and smoothly for my dikir babies.. even though they didnt win but of course adat pertandingan ade kalah ade menang.... if u menang its a bonus, if kalah, yang penting enjoy!!!!!

Good job to all of them!!! :DDDD

and secondly, my NYP silat team... even though they got second, STILL!!! they did it well in representing NYP :)))
soooo GOOD JOB AND WELL DONE GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DDD

ok so far dats it ppl

toodles,
Fiza

2011-07-17T00:21:00.002+08:00

My friend's are participating in competitions round the corner but yet, I'm the one feeling very scared and nervous.

Ya Allah, smoga kau berikan kemenangan kepada kawan2ku.. Amin ya rabb

2011-07-10T22:02:00.000+08:00

Had a performance with my darlings at the Esplanade

2011-07-02T16:12:00.001+08:00

Its going to be a very busy month.
Hopefully I will be able to gp through JULY with good memories.

Insya'Allah, Ya Allah, berikan aku semangat untuk menjalani bulan ini. Amin ya rabb :)

go fiza go go!!

2011-06-22T22:40:00.002+08:00

Studying healthcare really makes me feel closer to Allah. I dont know why. I really just dont know why. Somehow, I feel like whenever I have an opportunity to get involved in caring for the patients, I really want them to recover and lead back their normal life.

I just want them to get better, continue what they have been doing all this while. Be it supporting themselves or their family. Its more hurtful to see a person who happens to be the backbone of a family, getting hospitalised for a permanent disease and having to stay for a long period of time. It saddens me in the heart thinking of how is their family going to be like. Everything will somehow change. Their time, their bond, their routine.

These are the things that really drives me to perform my task well. Indeed the best of my very best that I can in helping them to recover.

All this, makes me turn back and think what Allah can give to HIS creations and what Allah has given me with compared to others that I should be very grateful of instead of complaining at times.

Ya Allah, semoga kau terus berikan aku kesedaran ini. Amin ya rabb..

2011-06-16T20:08:00.003+08:00

another way of taking a break from hours of studying

so... recently have been given few jobs, in fact... several jobs and tasks to be done.
will be telling myself that I'm able to settle all those things, without complaining.. sounds like a goal huh? haha! well, i guess whenever we think in a negative way, we should try and switch dat mindset to a positive one. only then you will not have a hard time doing your tasks.

right? right? :P

so.... go Fiza!!
preparations for CCA Annual production. Presentations coming up. Tests drawing near.
And most importantly, exams gonna be around the corner :/

therefore, I really hope holiday journey would ease my mind and give it some therapy treatment before starting on really serious work ;D

2011-06-15T14:50:00.000+08:00

Saw malay girls with blonde coloured hair. Hmmm... if u insist on colouring your hair, I prefer you colouring it to brown instead?
I bet you girls will look much much prettier ;)
Its simple because your skin tone doesnt seem to suit with that colour

2011-06-12T15:25:00.001+08:00

My friend shared with me her problem. She was really feeling down about what had happened. She really feels that she shouldnt be treated that way. She really feel that its not her fault. She crys and keeps on crying. Some people would say, cry wont give you anything but for me, I really believe that you should cry. Cry it all out. Only then you can clear your heart and soul. Only then your mind will be clear. Only then you can reflect properly what had happened. And what i said to her was she have to believe that what happened is an opportunity for her to get stronger. To get more matured, to experience what some people out there have not. She should consider herself lucky that Allah gave her challenge at this point of time and not during other critical moments in her life.. So babe, there's ALWAYS a reason behind every single thing that HE gave :)

2011-06-01T21:09:00.002+08:00

A friend asked me,

"Fizah, what kind of guys do you want? in terms of social skills"
soalan gini jgk kau tanye eh babe... haha :D

btw, this answer, its not about what kind i WANT, but its what kind I PREFER.. okay? okay? bcoz i know in reality, it can be hard to get what u want u know.. hehe..
or mayb... even better if we rephrase it?? haha!! in a sense that "what kind of guys would you like to get to know? in terms of social skills" ;)

well, I would really love to know someone who can really really talk to me about anything under the sun!! :)) like seriously anything! BUT! it must be of decent topics.

About religion(Islam), education, social happenings or even emotions.. holidays, places, people, movies, vehicles.. Basically...... ANYTHING! :DD
And where whenever we talk, the instance chemistry is just there! get it? get it? haha! its like you guys have known each other for years where the fact is actually you guys JUST became friends!

How great right??!! I would love to get to know that kind of guys.. wait or mayb, *guy.
'Guys' sounded like as though i'm flirting.. Ya Allah..

SO yes!! i wonder if there is any guy like that out there :/ hmm..

Love,
Fiza

2011-05-21T22:35:00.003+08:00

Why dont you act against them??

Easy friends :) Simply because I do not want them to be hurt. I do not want them to be embarrased by their own mistakes. Let them realize it themselves.
Its better that way, in the sense that they could learn their mistakes and not repeating it again :)
If I were to confront them, they will be taken aback.
So... Its okay :)

Knowing yourself, your limits, what you're not supposed/supposed to do, knowing what's right and wrong is enough...
The rest, biar Allah yang tentukan :)

2011-05-17T21:38:00.002+08:00

one of the latest news i saw at my yahoo homepage.
sorry no offence but there's only one word from me... Ridiculous

2011-05-15T11:40:00.000+08:00

how crazy i am just bfore going to sleep ;DD

2011-05-14T13:05:00.002+08:00

Realizing...

Realizing... somehow it makes me think whether do we realize what we all are actually doing in our daily lives.

I just dont know why but when come to think of it.. Do we realize what we are doing?
DO we know that its wrong? Do we know that it is really right? or do we even know whether what we do is really necessary?

Subhanallah.. this is what sometimes it makes me realize that we really are a tiny living thing. Always forget what we are supposed/not supposed to do.
What we are supposed/not supposed to say/hear/think...

Ya Allah... smoga kau bawaku ke jalan yang sebenar2 mungkin..
I know that its very very hard to be a filial human, but I guess we need HIS guidance..
Insya'Allah, amin :)

2011-05-08T11:53:00.003+08:00

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY TO ALL THE MOTHERS IN THE UNIVERSE

A very Happy Happy Mother's Day to my mum, I am lucky to have her. If it wasnt because of her together with my dad, I wouldnt be brought up in this manner. Ive been taught well on manners, independence, humble, sympathy, empathy and much much more positive things.
Even though I'm the only child, after hearing so many comments, reactions and reviews from people that just got to know me, they don't believe that I'm the only child.
They say its all due to my behaviour and my self upbringing.

The comments that they gave?
"You dont look like a single child at all! stop lying!" and "Dont lie okay! surely u have at least one sibling"
and when I asked them why do they think so, they say "Your behaviour and attitude just doesnt fit to be the only child!" and "You're not spoilt at all, you looked like u have younger siblings that you have to take care of"
Alhamdulillah :)

Well... at first, I dont really take to mind what they've said throughout my years growing up.. However, As I became more and more matured in this stage of age, I began to realized that actually the 'ME' that I am now, if it wasnt because of my mum and dad, I would have become some one spoilt brat just like those single child out there that are spoilt.

Thank you Allah, you have given me the best parents :)
Even though I have not received any presents from my parents on my birthday,
i undrstand why...
Because THEY are my biggest present. Just imagine without their teachings and guidance, I wouldnt be who I am now.
And for today, its specially dedicated to my mum..
I love her not only because today is mother's day but I love her everyday and everyday is mother's day for me.

ya Allah berkatilah ibuku.. Amin...

Love,
Fiza

2011-05-05T20:19:00.003+08:00

ATTACHMENT'S ENDING SOON

Alhamdulillah... after almost 6 weeks of attachment(which we have not gone through before as bfore this was only 3 weeks each posting)
finally... we are going back to school :D

well, i guess I have to admit to this statement: "I prefer schooling then working"
All the tired moments, the fatigue moments, the sleepy moments, the eye bags...
I really hope I can regain my energy back. I need my initial engine. so as to go through the next stage of stressed times in school that's around the corner due to projects and exams.

Whatever it is, Think Positive Fiza! Believe in your words - when you think you cant do it, there are people who believe that you can.
Go Fiza Go!!! Insya'Allah..
Ya Allah, berikanlah aku kekuatan untuk menuntut ilmu dan menggunakannya dalam jalanMU, Amin :)

2011-05-01T23:55:00.004+08:00

Allah is great

Subhanallah, Alhamdulillah ya Allah..
Terima kasih kerana kau telah pertemukan mereka yang telah bertahun tidak berjumpa.

I have just witnessed HIS power. and I believe its HIS work.
:))

2011-04-24T12:06:00.002+08:00

FRESHMENS
wow.. more things are coming up :(
the freshmens are here!! and we have to welcome them with all our love <3
make them feel belonged :DD

go fiza go..
u can go through your attachments, orientation for your freshmens and school soon!!

love,
Fiza

2011-04-16T21:39:00.002+08:00

Girls who did/did not put their makeup on. Do you use makeup all the time?

Helllllllllllllloooooooo people!! hehe:P
I dont know why I sound sooooo happy while the fact is that I am gonna be sooo stressed up thinking of the schedule thats coming up in my way in a few days time.. haiyoo :S
AHHHHH!!! okay2 enough fiza.

hmmm... SO! talking about girls who did or did not put makeup on.

Honestly, I did not put makeup on most of the time. WHY?!!
Confirm2 some people will say, a girl should at least use a compact powder. hehehe...
I DID!! not a compact powder, but..... TALCUM POWDER!! hahaha!!
Safi Balqis Talcum Powder.. its cheap! smells nice! and yet super good!:DD
wahh promoting eh.. hahah!
I wear this everytime I go out ;)) so u cannot say I did not wear anything on my face horh! ;)
However, when I go to special outings, I did put eyeliner on.
and ONLY for weddings and RAYA TIME, I wear additional mascara and light blusher..
BUT!! for a performance, OF COURSE, a stage makeup la..
those are the only times I have makeup on my face :)
however, i cannot really say that I am gonna be like this forever.. who knows confirm as time changes, the way i presents myself also changes. Being in situations that requires me to put on at least a light makeup everyday... who knows right.. :)

As for those girls who have makeup put on evryday everywhere they go, I admire them though :)I respect them... They are making sure that they always look their best everytime..
and for me, thats a good thing :) they are portraying the best image of themselves.
For those who put on quite a heavy makeup, well.. I think thats just their preferences ;))

Therefore I guess, its all about individual preferences.
For me, hehe :)) even though at my age nw, ppl say that supposingly, im supposd to be alrdy starting to melawa even when its not special occasion.. but, nvm la.. i guess at later2 time also can?? hehs ;P

oh! oh!
P.S: I love makeup products you know!! <3

Love,
Fiza

2011-04-15T20:08:00.001+08:00

Agree with those lines :D

Was listening to this song, and realize that I agree with these lines in the song..
and so.. i took grab a pic of it and want to share it with you guys <3

2011-04-15T20:07:00.001+08:00

How to know if a guy is really worth your time?

ooookaaaay..... This is quite tough. Well, I will tell what is in my opinion okay :))
For me, that guy is worth your time if he is the one that really appreciates you, respects you, takes care of you, takes care of your family and your dignity as well as pride, always bringing you to the right path and giving good advices accompanied with good support :)) OH! and! he must be sincere in whatever he do ;)

2011-04-13T13:19:00.001+08:00

This song can really bring insaf in me.
Reflected upon all the things that I have done all this while.. Those where I could have avoid or improve to be a better human.
Hoping that I could be a better person in life ahead.
Insya'Allah... Amin

Love,
Fiza

2011-04-12T13:43:00.002+08:00

oh my..

Ya Allah... I dont know is it me or the situation. BUT OMG, I am getting so filled up with things going on.. AHHH!!!!!...

haiyooyooyoo... getting very busy and doing things one after another non stop.
start on one while doing another one. and think of one after another one.. SEE! even im starting to talk crap now. ahhhh!!

Ya Allah, please give me the strength to do all the things that I have to :(

I know you would not give things that I could not bear to do.. and i really hope so too..
haiz... i think this is just the beginning of everything :S I guess its just the starting of my new life :/

I hope I can make it through.. positive fiza, positive :))

LOve,
Fiza

Malam Perdana Andayu - Malam Pesta Muda Mudi

2011-04-10T22:48:00.002+08:00

a night to remember

why?? because everybody dress up just like the olden days :))
interesting styles, colours and patterns :D

love these girls <3

2011-04-09T15:25:00.002+08:00

Insya'Allah

Subhanallah... yesterday I received a heavy responsibility. Honestly, I did not expect that. Actually if can, I wouldnt want any one of that.

However, since I have been given it, Insya'Allah.. dengan keiizinan tuhan, I am able to carry out the duty in my best for the benefits of all of us.
I beg, kalau ader salah silap, tolong tolong tolong please please tegur and give me tunjuk ajar..

Insya'allah.. Insya'Allah.. insya'allah.. amin ya rabb

:)

Love,
Fiza

2011-04-07T20:09:00.003+08:00

Hypocrisy

"what do you think about hypocrisy and how to reduce the habit?"

hmm.. this is a very sensitive topic for me to talk about ley :S
haha! but nvm, I will try to answer it as neutral as possible okay :))

so... firstly, hypocrisy.
why do people tend to be hypocrite? because they do not want people to know that they have something against certain people.
for me, hypocrite can be a bad and good thing.
yes :)

for me, if it is the bad type of hypocrisy, that group of people should really stop. well, it is not nice talking bad about other people right??
ok, i have to admit that I am not perfect. I do talk bad about other people at times where I really cannot control my anger towards that person. It IS really hard to control ourself from those actions.
but you know..... actually... you DO have a kind heart whereby you actually do not want that particular person to get hurt, therefore you only talk behind his/her back.. haha! see! there are few views and angle.

Okay2 btw!...

I believe we can always try to reduce it gradually and make it less often? well, of course, stop would be a much better suggestion ;D however, I do undrstnd that all this takes time.
Like people always say, it takes a lot to change for the better.
so i guess, learn to control yourself first?? and I am sure the few further steps ahead would be much easier for you to go through.. *wink wink* ;)

As for the good type of hypocrisy, it is when for example, you are standing for a right or protecting people from the bad things from happening.
Like being an undercover to arrest a criminal?? hahah! ok i know its kinda crap example but, its just to show the good type of hypocrisy.

Or maybe in those situation that you are stucked in the middle of two parties that are against each other and you would not want to hurt or offend neither parties. and thus, you insert a bit hypocrisy when you are in front of either party :)))

who knows, it might actually help somehow somewhere to get the tense relationship get back working warm and normally :DD

i hope this post helps to give a little idea of hypocrisy from my opinion ;DD

Love,
Fiza

2011-04-04T23:20:00.002+08:00

My beloved dad

Ya Allah..

hahaha!!! my dad was super cute tonight. I just came back from my attachment, as usual dead tired :((

and when i just sat down on the sofa, he walked past me and actually wanted to say
"eh I bought H-Two-O and Ice cream soda"

but instead, in fast pace, he accidentally had a twisted tongue moment and said

"eh I bought 2-W-O and Ice-klin-da" and both of us was in *silent moment*
and i go "huh?"

and he said "eh, two-H-O isit? oh its H-two-O and ice cream soda"

(thank you Allah, you have given me the best dad ever..
he never fails to bring smile in me :D
please bless him ya Allah.. amin ya rabbal alamin )

Love,
Fizah

2011-04-02T17:47:00.002+08:00

HELLO!!

just a little treat before I go off to my nephew's birthday celebration :DD

does this show that Im somehow bored?? hahah! btw, of course I did not wear what i wore in this picture to the celebration okay! tak senonoh! haha!! :DD

okies toodles toodles :P

Love,
Fiza

2011-04-02T11:02:00.004+08:00

Cont'd Protective

okay hey people!!!
hmm, protective..
wow! its gonna be quite a long one ;DD

well, protective covers a lot of aspects and dimensions in our life.
We can put the word protective in terms of personal, family, relationship, friends, career, studies and even country or world.

but the qn that was raised up to me was,
"is protective over your love partner important?"

okay.. again, this is a lil hard as I have not been into a relationship before.
BUT! of course, I will try to answer it at my best according to my experience watching friends that have gone through those situations in their relationship. and thus, the things that i have learnt from them.

firstly, protective in a relationship is important. however only to a certain extend.
depending on a partner, some prefer their partner to be over protective because only by then, they will be able to feel that their partner really love them and really really protects them in everything they do. Therefore, they will feel secured.

However, there are partners that do not want their partner to be over protective.
Simply because for them, there are things that are not supposed to be shared together with. There are things that they need privacy with. There are things that need some space with.
So, mayb before going into serious relationship, you should ask your future bf/gf, what level of protective that he/she is NOT easy with.
DO NOT ASK THEM what level they WANT.
if you do that, confirm confirm they will straight away think
"hello?!! what a qn man?!"
hahah!! :DD
so... do be careful of what you say and arrange your sentence okay ;DD

Therefore, protective is needed in a relationship whereby, certain things need to be protected and taken care of. Such as making sure your relationship is still holding strong. as for me, it will go to a loss if the love you two have aroused gone to a waste just like that.
And certain things, I do agree that they need privacy and their own space. Just like how you would like to have it to yourself.
SO, do not treat your partner the way you wouldnt like to be treated like okies ;)
only then, you guys will be able to respect each other and thus will lead to a better and healthier relationship ;D

However, if you're married, I think it will be otherwise. Once you(man) have declared and received her as your wfe and vice versa, it basically means that you are ready to share everything with your wife/husband. No secrets are allowed and that is when you can really see how well or how far you trust your partner.
This is because, you will now spend your life with each other till death makes you apart.
Even if in Islam, our Prophet(Muhammad) encourage us to get married, keep it as strong as possible.. and Islam itself is against divorce. Masya'Allah..

Well I really think its true. How i wish divorce could be banned. Even worse when that marriage have given birth to few children. I will really pity the children.
UNLESS, it involves abusing or total absence of reponsibility.
Now THIS IS WHEN being protective is REAAAALY IMPORTANT. you have to be protectve over your family. To build a happy family.
BUT! please, not until you dont allow each other to go out for work okay! haha! that will be ridiculous la hello.

Therefore, for me, it really depends on your partner's preferences. Of course you would like them to be happy right?? then why not? respect what they prefer and lead a healthy relationship ;))

err... i hope it answrs the qn??
heheheh

well im just 18, still a long way to go..
eh wait?? when will my love surface ah? hmm.. *wonder wonder*
haha!! okay2 crap

Love,
Fiza

2011-03-31T23:46:00.002+08:00

Protective

Hey people!! well, i would love to talk about 'protective'..
however, I am deeply truly sorry that i cant blog about it now as I am dead tired :S

Will try my best to make up to it soon okay okay! :D

Love,
Fiza

2011-03-29T19:29:00.004+08:00

Interesting :)

Ohhhhhhkayyy.... Oh my, I am sooo worn out. My body is aching, my legs are weakening, after all the training and ystrday's + today's attachment :S

I hope my back ache heals by today itself :(
if not, it will surely be difficult for me tomorrow..

OH! Oh! and so...

I received a question on formspring recently, and this is it:
Qn:
What is your definition of moving on (like over your ex or smthn)?

Ans:
haha!! if for moving on over ex, im very sorry but im not able to answr it as I dont have any yet.. but if it were to move one over something else, for me personally, its simple :))
I would always always hold on to this :
think positive and believe that whatever happens, it happens with a reason. and you might never know why it actually happens until something really good or awesome occurs in your life ;)
Therefore, moving on is when you have successfully forget to remember the things that has happened. Even if you recall about it back, there will only be neutral feelings and you wouldnt be saying or wondering again whether you regret or sad by that incidence. Instead, learn from it, prevent the negative things from happening again and move forward to create better memories and life event.
Now THAT is when you have moved on briliiantly ;))

hmm... hah! haha :D therefore... I guess I should think again over my 'complaints' of tiredness and having to do few activities by going here and there. maybe its to keep me fit?? haha! ok funny.
I hope all this will really be beneficial for me someday.. somehow??

Love,
Fiza

2011-03-27T20:08:00.004+08:00

the weather

Ya Allah... The weather nowadays are very very uncertain.
it could be hot and sunny in a moment and change instantly to rain in another moment.
The Earth is really giving us a reminder. Its almost time for her :(

Sometimes, thinking of all this happenings around the world now, makes me keep thinking of a question oftenly..
"when is the day going to come?"

Honestly, I am very very very scared and not ready to face it.
I need more time to be able to go through it..

God, please give me the chance before the time. Amin..

Watching and reading the news, I really feel humans have done bad enough to the earth.
SHE is crying, SHE is sad.
I really pity all the victims.
I pity the earth.

Tsunami in Japan, Indonesia, India.

Earthquakes in Japan, Myanmar.

Wars in Palestin.

Crisis in Libya.

Subhanallah....

I believe, All this have open at least one person's eyes in believing HIS presence.
all by witnessing HIS power.
and make people open their hearts, minds and think about HIM
just as how it has managed to open mine.
Insya'Allah..

Love,
Fiza

2011-03-26T23:48:00.002+08:00

MISSED GIRLS

i miss them :'(

i hope these girls are doing fine with their lives :)

2011-03-25T23:13:00.005+08:00

cont'd vulgarities

heehee :) hello world!!
wow, at last, my first weekend break after tiring attachment. even though its our second time, Miss and Mister 'Tired' is always there conquering us and we wonder if it will vanish by the time we graduate and start working :p

so.. since now, i have yet to turn in to bed, I am suddenly reminded of my previous post that I left hanging.

okay, hmmm... vulgarities..
firstly, iI would like to apologies if it hurt anybody okay :(
really really sorry :S

this is just what i think :)

for me, there is no point/benefit of spouting vulgarities. ok.
Why the vulgarities?
is there a need for it?
does it help to solve your problem?
in fact, does it help to REDUCE your problem?

hehe :) i think all the answers are 'no' isnt it?
*TINK TINK TINK TINK TINK!!(bonus point)*

ok for e.g, I have encounter this a lot of times, I saw and heard it with my own eyes and ears.

A few people were talking, and they started to raise voice at each other. Until a time where one of them spout vulgarities.
It straight away shoot up the atmosphere and heat up the situation. The other party became very defensive and spouted vulgarities back.
Instead of just ending the quarrel there, the whole situation became a fight.
A fight.
from talking... to spouting vulgarities.... to quarrel.... and then to a fight.
end up going clinic and paying bills.

Solve the problem? No mahh.. haiyo. haha!
if you were to look over it again carefully, it IS very funny actually.
or indeed... silly ;))

compare above, to...

an e.g. A few people were talking, they started to raise voice at each other, and one of the party whom knew that they were not at fault, give in,
and apologise EVEN after being spouted vulgarities ONCE
both parties did not end up having to pay bills and having to travel to give the clinic a visit.

it will DEFINITELY subside the tense.

believe it or not, its PROVEN :) why do i say so?
as mentioned, I witnessed both of these examples before

TADAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!! :DDD

see... so... seriously, even if you are the type that could not accept being scolded vulgarities, and wanted to go against the party that kept spouting at you,
you can ALWAYS AND FOREVER reply to them, WITHOUT saying vulgarities ;D

you will feel the difference..
you know, those words, when I hear it, its like vandalism. it vandalise your language. haha!!
for me,

a person who wins, is a person who succeed to control him/herself first.

only then, can it show how strong you are ;D

Love,
Fiza <3

2011-03-22T22:57:00.004+08:00

Vulgarities

oh my.. im really sorry i cant answr this now.
really really sorry.. i can do it now but it will not be trully and fully what i feel and whats my comment on it. simply due to the tiredness that have sumped in me. teehee :p

so........
for the real full coverage, haha! soon soon...
really sorry :((

will try to do a post on this soon okay! soon! :))
oh btw, its gonna be just a comment from what i feel. thus, dont take it as it is.
diff people have diff opinion u know :)

love,
fiza

2011-03-22T09:48:00.001+08:00

thankful

Alhamdulillah for my results... thats all that i can say :))

2011-03-22T00:22:00.004+08:00

TIRED!!!

haha! complain eh...
haizz attachment has started. i myself have no idea, why am i still having the mood to blog even though im already considered dead tired :(

i hope the days to come, attachment will be good to me and my fellow friends.. Insya'Allah..

wahh and plus dance just now aftr attchment.. it was tiring!
so, it adds to the tiredness :(
but its okay! like usual, everything will be over sooner or later..
think positive Fiza!! :)) ok fiza?!

ok toodles, till nxt post ;)
tgk la, anak dara ape ni, da masuk pagi gini pun blum tido.. haha! haizz..
kk turning in.. have a goooooood night people :D

Love,
Fiza

2011-03-20T22:35:00.002+08:00

Subhanallah..

My family and I went to Kluang, Johor today.
I was really surprised and many questions crossed my mind when this thing happen.
In a split second, when my dad is driving, a hot sunny weather suddenly poured down with heavy heavy heavy rain.
Its heavy is to the extend whereby, all cars have to keep switching on the hazard light due to frequent brakes needed.
And what makes me get more surprised and stunned is the heavy downpour last less than 3 minutes drive.

Subhanallah, i think the world is really angry at us already. Its getting more sad with uncertain emotions.

AT times like this, when many qns and riddles cross my mind, it made me keep asking myself, when am i going to turn to HIS way.
Insya'allah..Amin...

2011-03-18T15:09:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah :)

Thank god, I have this feeling inside of me that somehow make me realise something that is considered valuable in my life. The feeling is just so thankful and grateful :)
All this, after reading a post by random someone.

2011-03-18T14:58:00.001+08:00

"...u shout 'I'll be ok'.. "

:))

2011-03-18T12:02:00.002+08:00

true enough :)

2011-03-18T10:02:00.002+08:00

another day with my beloved girl

spent a happy happy day with ddada!!!!
im sorry i cudnt give u a proper present babe..
but i hope those photos, card and video creates a smile on your face :)

2011-03-18T09:44:00.005+08:00

Qn asked in formspring from anonymous person:
"in ur past r/s, ever regret of letting go anyone? why?"

My Asnwr:
"haha!! im sorry i cant answr your qn. simply because i dun have any past r/s"

and people have started asking me, "when is your first gonna be fiza?"
i seriously dont know. haha! :D
well i guess, i believe that the right one will come to you if its alrdy written by Him..
Insya'Allah :))

wearing shorts, bad impression?

2011-03-18T09:17:00.005+08:00

Wearing shorts, bad impression?

haha! :D okay this is funny :)

if i were to comment it as general, of course wearing shorts wouldnt be a problem at all.
but here, its about malay girls wearing shorts.. hmm..
okay, first of all, im gonna be neutral here okies ;)

firstly, i myself have yet to wear a tudung. Insya'Allah, one day when im ready..
therefore, i wudnt comment too much on it okies :))
however, for me myself, i dont wear shorts. haha! why? because for me, long pants are more comfortable. I did wear one, but that was when i was before primary 5?? haha! yes! :))

i still rmbr buying the bermuda for girls instead of shorts.
More comfortable laah! as simple as that :)))

u noe even when u are exercising, wearing a long pants makes ur legs feel stuffy, BUT! it somehow makes u regain cold fast. surprising? but its true. Well i dun noe how to explain but i guess thats the exact reason why all athletes are wearing long pants and jackets after their activity??
*tink tink tink* logic right?? haha!

so, i think its actually neither wrong nor right for a malay girl to wear a short, bcos for me, we can do nothing much except that its up to their choice. Its their body that they are taking care of :)
therefore, we coudnt just judge them through what they wear okay! but instead, who they are.

tadaaaa!! :DD

Fizah <3

Fresh new start

2011-03-18T00:29:00.003+08:00

Masya'Allah :))

I myself dont know why I decided to take this step.
haha!! :DD

but, yes, im taking it. and i just took it! :)

Im getting myself active back in blogspot. I realised that my dear tumblr so far since it was born, expresses what i feel only through pictures and quotes.
I dont get myself typing down what i really feel in words. Haha :)

but nevertheless, now that im active back in blogspot, Insya'Allah, I will try to give my attention equally among my beloved tumblr and blogspot :)

So, till the next post ;)

Fizah <3

2010-10-31T12:25:00.001+08:00

yo peeps.. if u're wondering why ive not been updating my bod, the reason is.....

im more active on tumblr now :))
posting photos most of the time... those that shows wat im feeling at the moment.

http://www.fiizaa.tumblr.com

see ya :))

2010-10-04T12:04:00.002+08:00

ok its been more than a month since i updated my pity blog.. im so sorry darling... ive been busy up with tumblr and school... hectic school...

haiz... ok so now my life busily filled with trainings, trainings and trainings...
and just last friday, i had the raya event at my sch.. raya gathering.. and im one of the emcees... it went flowly.. alhamdulillah..

ok and sooo...... dats all maybe?? i dun really have the mood to blog now.. its just to fill up the empty space whereby ive not been blogging for a while alrdy... ok

toodles people

2010-08-31T21:40:00.003+08:00

whoa.. its really been long since i updated this dearest blog of mine...
simply bcos???
im busy and filled with super hectic schedule for my poly..
wonder why im free to post this?? its actually taking a break and suddenly rmbr about blogging... well actlly im studying for my safety in healthcare exam module that will be held this thursday.. how's my progress???? i havent memorise at all..

now im trying my best to just read and really2 undrstnd watever that im reading.
believe it or not.. i just strted studying for this module today.. and when i said today... ok let me just briefly dscribe ok..

in the morning, started abit on 3 lectures.. read and write abit here n there.. aft dat help out my mum do almond cheese cookies...
den off to meet my sec sch frens just for a while.. and aft dat buy some ingredients to bake my cookies.. otw back home, drop by few blocks to help my mum distribute those wedding card which belongs to my mum's fren's younger brother.. so yea...
so reached home, my turn to make my cookie, double chocolate cookies.
ive nvr try it b4, so actlly i was quite scared if it will not turn out well..
but guess wat??!!! it does turns out tasting so delicious.. haha!!! oh well, in btween the time when i bake the cookies, i try to read sonme lcture notes.. haizzz... afterall, i wudnt want to waste time rite... haha!!

ok and soo... yea now im back here at my study table, studying plus blogging.. hehe.. dun worry, i will eventually turn my lappie off soon... cos i noe i got not much time to study..

im actlly very worried that i realised mayb i beginning to take exams lightly. GOSH!! pls dun make it happen... i want to be a gud girl :((

ok till here then... toodles :))

den went back home.. quickly strted doing the cookies

sacrifice??

2010-07-03T20:04:00.003+08:00

people always say that sometimes, we have to give in and just watch wat we want goes by.. its ok if we let people have it rather than ourself...

personally, i do think its right, but i guess, for me...
its not some times.. but its all the time.
well, i really hope after all that ive gived in to, will bring me a better one..
all this is bcos, ive alwys hold on to a principle where, if u give in a good one, u woll get a better one in return.. however, i dun ever hope for a return evrytime i did that..

so.. yea.. how???
i guess i will just continue to give in huh..

packed packed packed! busy! busy! busy!

2010-06-24T10:21:00.002+08:00

ok now here i am distressing abit on my current schedule of life..
haha!! ok sounds weird.. but wtvr, im just expressing it out :)

ok and so this 2 weeks of break whereby we call it study break is full!!
firstly, i strtd my first 5 days of break to Banting and KL...
and so when came home on thursday, i was too tired to yet strt studying...
and i rmbred that nite, my family went out for dinner...

ok so den friday went to school to do project until evening...
and dat nite, i strted first few 5 leactures of Foundation.

and saturday went to Marine Parade CC to do a favour for Arini's tarian group as they need 1 more ancer urgently..
and so alhamdulillah im able to go there and "try my best"
so, when i reached there, i do my best...
trying my hard to learn all the steps in 3 hours..

after dat, my parents picked me up and we went to BUGIS to search and buy watch..
seriously, i CANT live without wearing a watch when im out of the house..
i dunnoe why!! but i will feel something's lost when it happens that i forgot to wear a watch... its like, i have to wear a watch first b4 taking my wallet and hp..

hmm ok.. and den the nxt day which is sunday, strtd studying and continuing foundation lectures arnd 10 plus till noon.
whereby aft dat went to jemputan and straight to my nenek hse till night..

and this monday, i continued stdying frm 1 plus till 5 plus and then rested...
and in the night went to my aunt's hse to send some things over..
and yea went home late at night.. so no time to study..

den tuesday went to ECP early in the morning with my current classmates..
had fun :)) the weather was weird... but overall its a great one! :D
and stopped arnd 3 plus going 4 where me n liyana have to go to school for tarian...
and we tarian till night..
went home, too tired alrdy as the training drain our energy..
dunnoe why but nothing seems to be entering and registerng in my mind dat night.
my tarian fren atiqah also having the same diff.
well i told her mayb we lacked of nutrients and vitamins that nite.. haha!
i asked liyana, as i keep cmplaining to her bout my not being able to register and memorize...
i guess its kinda true...
and dat makes me worry about wednsdy...

as the dance at CC and dance at sch is a two diffrnt dance item.. therefore im worried if im unable to memorize the steps at the CC due to the lagging of brain functioning...

so wednsdy which is ystrdy went to cc and continue memorizing the steps..
and they starts to add in formation..
and dang! halfway headache strikes me..
gosh!! really really bad timing laaaa!!! im there trying my best to memorize the steps and den with formation but the headache strikes..
gosh!! im like "alaaaaa!!!!"
but alhamdulillah it was ok and went well...
thank god im able to get it.
and aft the training ends, we went over to the wadrobe location and i got a lime green kebaya for myslf to perform tomoro.. :))

ok and today!!!!!!
im gonna be out the whole day... see whether at night i can study or not la ehh..
hopefully can...

cos tomoro's gonna be th show at NUS Cultural Centre..
its a charity event show..

saturday will be chalet and of cos its gonna take the whole day oso laaa kan..
and dat means, im left with sunday to finish up wat i have to study and den off to my nenek hse...

and the next day is exam!!!! "yea!!!!"
ya Allah!!..

mudah2an aku boleh berjaya...
insya'allah i can make it, amin! amin! amin!

back after 1 month

2010-06-17T12:25:00.002+08:00

ok people... i noe its been 1 month alrdy since i posted anything.

ok so let me update u guys :D
i just came back from attending a wedding invitation at Selangor, Malaysia..
went off there last satrday.. and stayed tehre till monday..
my relative's place though.. slept in thier salon for 1 night and move to sleep at their hall the next night. haha!! due to the presence of many people sleeping in their house to rewang2.. or they call it 'sinoman' there.. quite a weird word for me..

but nvm, new word learnt.. hehehe :D
so... firstly b4 we went over, few weeks b4, i chatted with one of my relatives there.
he got a facebook and so do i, and so we chatted... just to talk about the details, asking whether cming or not and stufffs..

yea.. so when we reached there.. the first word he's considered 'talked' to me is my name...

haha!! yes, my name.. first word in our conversation face to face..
dat one also due to fan. yes, a desk fan.. for us to use it when we sleep that nite..

and yea..

so... he did talked to me la... NOT!!
haha!!

haiyoo.. nvm la forget bout dat...
ok ok so monday morning, we went over to one of our kenalan frm relative's office.. well he owns that company.. and his office were looking GREAT!!!
sooooo GRAND!!

i nvr thought i wud noe someone who owns his own company with great office...
haha!! its kinda unbelieveable for me though.. my family and i was sitting there in his very very nice office while im still a lil stunned.. hahah!!

for the pics, if i rmbr, i upload la k.. hahah!!!

ok and so... dat monday aftrnoon we drove off to KL...
biaser la go there wat else to do.. shop2 onli lorhh..
my mum brought an original beg.. cos aft using our wise thinking mind
we think dat petaling is not our place anymore.. cos firstly its imitation stuffs.. and when u bought it its just bcos of brand...
den dunnoe whether it cud be strong and durable enuf to last fow few yrs..
or at least 4 yrs...
so my family started to think dat why not fork out a lil more money but u will get a beg thats durable for years...

ok but doesnt mean i object the idea of shopping at petaling ok...
for me, if u wanna get gud varieties of designs and stuff, still do go to petaling...
variety of design and things.. still a gud place though.. only the price la..
need to tawar2 until half price.. cos dats wat they r sppsed to sell off.

went back to Singapore on wednsday... :D
singgah pandan city for dinner and and and and...

there u go.. home sweet home...

tadaaa... till the next post peeps :DD
chiaoz :))

Class outing

2010-05-16T11:20:00.002+08:00

ok ystrday was 15th May 2010, Saturday.
a bright afternoon was spent at Marina Barrage... with my CLASSMATES!!
yes!! classmates!!

im glad that in the end there is a class outing. im quite sad when last time 4-7 didnt manage to do even one. however at least i gotto feel how was it like to have a class together spending our time with each other. well even though with arnd 20 ppl in a class...

there a few who didnt manage to come.. *sad sad* la.. we had SOOO MUCH FUN!!!!!

well i guess this is wat meant by me saying dat when i was posted to nyp nursing.. god wants to give me a feel of a nice class and frens! :) thank god for dat!!
and i hope there will really be a reason in evry single thing im gonna go through in my poly life...

ok so.. we played twisters & monkey ball... well even though the monkey game may sound childish BUT!! when come to think of it, those are games which can really brings a grp of ppl closer u noe.. like those ice man, crocodile, murderer games... haha!! miss being a child.. :(

and so... my new clssmates diana and hidayah went over to my hse and we went to shop for the chicken nuggets, fishballs, bread, eggs, hotdogs and crabmeats.... this is all bcos for us, its fine if it troubles us abit in order to give a gud result for a gud outing...
and so when to prepare all those at my hse.. so we girls are doing the work u noe.. haha!!! my mum onli helps to touchup2...

when we reached, our mentor is oredi there.. and so we sit2 for awhile and begin our twisters game.. ok, regardless of twister or the monkey ball game, we really had ALOT laugh!!! and again, im glad for dat...

for my lovely friends, thanks a whole lot for tha day spent yrstdy... even though its just for 3 hrs plus there and plus its a great weather day..
thank god for the weather ystrdy!!!

and so.. i hope our 2 yrs plus ahead together is a fruitful and memorable one...
with us together as a class... and one goal ahead of us : helpin ppl to cure and lead back their normal life :))

2010-05-06T20:05:00.003+08:00

ok its been more than a week and im STILL sick baybeh!!
dunnoe why la.. i guess its bcos the interchanging btween the hot and cold places.

you noe when in lecture halls and rooms in school, its very clod in there.. and the moment u step out of it, its damn hot due to the weather. and den back again into cold rooms and enclosed place.... so... i guess thats why alot of us are falling sick. but for me its weird laaa

actually when i first fall sick, it starts to get worse and den it starts to get better...
but then... it starts to get worse back...
haiyooooo
very diff a having to keep sniff2 here sniff2 there. couh her cough there
hopefully i will rcover soon soon soon....

oh ya and just excited bcos..... tomorrow im gonna meet AIIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wooohooooo... even though for an early dinner which im sorry about Aiin cos mala got mdrsah... but im sure its gonna be a fruitful one...

yay! yay! yay! very happy!!

ok dats all for today peeps
toodles:)

2010-04-30T23:18:00.003+08:00

ok this post is to express wat i feel...
just one sentence to describe...

I DONT CARE AND I DONT WANT TO CARE ANYMORE

it just simply change my impression towards him/her.
i try to think why he/she acted that way... or it is just his/her attitude and character??
cudnt he/she change????
of cos la evrythng seem to be nicely planned but..
AHHHHHH!!!!! watever la!!!!!
i think im giving up on him/her
he/she has succeed to raise my patience level nearing to its brim.

goshh i seriously feel like giving u a LECTURE to make YOU realise wat YOU have ACTUALLY been doing all along la

!!!!!for goodness sake!!!!!!

2010-04-26T17:29:00.002+08:00

ok first of all... im sick.. i guess the 'musim sakit' is back???
hahaha!!
ok so, for liyana, do ur best in other things for ur GPA okies.. u will strive and i blieve u can do it.

ok so this is the 1st day of 2nd week....
so far?? still as usual.. tiring.. it was raining and that make me feel more restless with my temp gettin high and my nose pipe just cudnt stop leaking plus my icthy throat which just cant stop coughing.. haiyooo
i pity my frinds laa... i really dun wan them to fall sick too.. :(

and tomoro will be a long day for my class.. 10am to 6pm
hw's dat?? *eyebrow up and down* heehhee.... jiayou jiayou jiayou!!!!

ok so dats all peeps.. just a short one frm me today :)
tata people.. toodles toodles

Salam takziah (laid to rest)

2010-04-18T18:29:00.002+08:00

ystrday, the music industry has lose another talented male singer whose popular with his involvement in a boyband called SPIN and popular duet singer Siti Nordiana or Nana.

say 'ACHIK&NANA' and evryone noes..
their songs will alwys be rmbered :)

samer2 la kite sedekahkan al-fatihah agar rohnya dicucuri rahmatNya

at first, when i heard about the news.. seriously... i just cannot blieve it.
its like it felt like he just came in and shine the industry when we were in primary school bench singing to his popular song...

and the day he got into an accident.. he just came back frm a LIVE programme at one of the malaysia's tv channel.
dis is wat meant by god can do just anything he wants...
we wud nvr noe when he will take our lives...

salam takziah kpd allayarham Abdillah Murad Md.Shari

2010-04-13T20:15:00.002+08:00

just nw.. in the morning, went to collect my cert and testi at regent...
and so suprised that they eventually still rmbrs me AND my class.. haha!!! not bcos i got bad records okayy... hehe :))

den aft dat.. went to meet up with Faj, my prmry sch fren but then now she's my poly fren... went to sch to submit few documents and collect our student pass... coincidentally, i was wearing pink in my photo and the card is red in colour.. yea... it just looks nice la for me.. haha!! ok crap!

saw few grps having their oreiantation walking arnd the sch and when i look at themm.. i start to imagine my turn which will come tomorrow.. hope it will be diffrnt then those usual orientation itenary and activities :(

my feelings on tomorrow's orientation??
look forward but not dat excited.. yea. dats it.

ok so till nxt time peeps.. chalo baybeh!!! *wink wink*

regent musical

2010-04-11T10:05:00.004+08:00

ok peeps :))

so ystrday nite was the Regent's Musical entitled "REACH" put on by some of the sec4 regent students..
ok first thing first.. there are both gud reviews and bad reviews.
lets talk bout the bad reviews first.

the seats. ok firstly, i realised they did give seat no. which doesnt exist and luckily they got it changed. so some were like chased out of their seats cos its not supposed to be theirs. but well there are plenty of empty seats well at least for the guest section of seats.. so be it.. the rest who's seat 'taken' cud fill up those empty seats. and which is the row in frnt of mine. plus with a gud view.
bcos for me, my view was great. straight and nearly centre.

ok ok enuf so now, the gud reviews....
its about the musical itself :)

ok im glad to say that im proud of them.
big credits to the choreographer and the instructor for the whole musical..
but that goes without saying, the musical cast whom had made it happened.
to make it a gud and pleasant piece for the audiences.
GOOD JOB TO YOU GUYS! :D

so.. when friends meet each other.. the camera has to do its job.
so we snap pics here n there..
but!! i realised sumtink...
u noe at this kind of occassion, we shud be taking more pics with those that u will not be seeing each other so easily.. like the friends u doesnt talk much with but u do noe each other or sumtink like dat.. right???!!! haha!! ok ok but nvm.. forget it..
happy to have taken pics with them... my bloved frens :))

and here's one of it :D

2010-04-08T20:50:00.005+08:00

yo!! yo!!

ok here i am to sharemy pics which ive taken when i went for my short and sudden holiday(as always) to KL and Melacca.. but no pics for Melacca la cos we went there just for our lunch b4 headng back to bloved Singapore :))

so its due to dad gettin his off day plus rest day. so it made up to 3 days...
and tadaaaa... we went up up to Kuala Lumpur.
well i guess this holiday or mayb i shud call it a trip instead..
is to let me like 'distress' for the last time b4 i gotto commit for 3 years which is waiting for me up ahead :( and its gonna start very soon....

so yea..
well honestly, im shocked that when i went there...
it was better than what i expected..
ok ok . its actualy bcos... we went there during weekdays.. and i thought that oh maybe the streets will be empty.. not so busy...
not so crowded with people arnd(putting aside the vehicles la of cos as there will alwys be a jam in those traffics espcially when it turns to 5 n above to abt 8)
but not about that still.

so on the first day upon reachin there.. i guess we had ALOT of walking and i seriously mean ALOT... its normal for my fmaily to walk alot when it comes to holiday but i just somehow felt dat on THAT DAY... we walked ALOT.
haha!! ok enuf.
so back to why i was a bit surprised...
when walking along bukit bintang... i thot it will be quite empty la kan.. tapi...
it was almost like weekend nights just dat this is a bit lesser. just a bit.
as the night starts to get late.. the people starts to get comin...
so.. i was like.. "hmm tak sia2 jgak dtng weekdays ni"

bcos my family kinda like 'crowded situation'??? haha! yea u read it right. 'crowded'.
bcos... for us.. THAT is when u can feel like u are REALLY in the mood...
mcm baru la betul2 nmpk mcm tgh holiday.. kalau tak.. mcm biaser2 je..
get it? get it? heees :))

ok so the pics...

ok so more will be up on wo de Facebook.
see ya :D

2010-04-05T20:56:00.001+08:00

just wanna share this with u peeps :)
bcos i thought his voice + the song = very heart-warming

2010-03-26T15:47:00.003+08:00

ok actually i dunnoe wat to post about.. bcos....
this is out of boredom...

i was damn bored even though aft surfing through the nets.
den i dcided to go this website called blogger.com and here i am. hehs

okie okie lets see wat shud i tok about ok.

ok i guess i will tell u guys hw im feeling nw ok!! *wink wink*
well.. havin to think of sch.. poly starts on 19april...
its still 3 more weeks to finally startin a new school life.
thinkin back the times where we just finished taking PSLE.
cudnt wait but at the same time nervous of going secondary. well u noe all those talks where they say "eh u go regent?!"... "eh alot gangsters u noe, better be careful"
and the only thing i can say at dat point of time is "ok i will... thanks"
eventually..... when i finished my 4 yrs in REGENT SECONDARY SCHOOL.....
IM SAFE AND SOUND BABY!!!!
all dat 'superstition and blieves' are crap. not really crap la actually.
i gotto admit that THERE IS la but they are nice ppl actually, really! i meant dat!

u did not disturb dem, they will NOT disturb u. they do have common senses ok.
how i noe??? nahhh not by being one of them BUT by being a prefect. yes. u heard me rite.
ok ppl may think prefect kpo la wat la blah blah blah la..
well.. whoever knows me,knows me. undrstnd? haha!!!
for me, being a prefect is not about cntrolling wat other ppl does.
its about tryin to get them not to do things that are unnecessary, dats all, fullstop

almost 4 yrs of service, we noe them... we noe their attitude.. BOTH when they r gud and playful. yes they are not bad. they are just playful and distressing. nature way of life. u talk to me politely and i will talked politely back to u. u respect me and i will respect u. as basic as dat.

ok so... moving on to my journey towards poly life.
new school, new way of schooling, new friends, new faces, new ways of adapting and new activities.
ok talkin bout activities.. shud i cntinue to join dance?? most prbbly??? but c first la horh...
ok random alert! 'where can i get nice and gud notebook case?' heheeeee ;)

getting into the course im gonna b studyin in and the poly im gonna be in, i take it as fate and its written.
even though its a little hard for me to accept it at first but i believe its all for my own good.. present and future.

okie sooooooOOOOOOooooOOOooOOO........
STILL!!!! im bored at home!!!!!!!
nothing to do aft i publish dis post. :( haha!!

nvm nvm. let the time dcides for me. ok fiza's startin to crap.
better stop. till nxt time my PEEPSie.. muah muah :D
tata!! ;)

P.S: ooooOOoo now i realise.. thats quite a long post! haha!

2010-03-23T13:33:00.006+08:00

ok... listen yaw ppl...

AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im lovin them so much!!!!! alot!!!!!!!!!

im fallin in love with their way of performance, singing and song delivering
its all so perfect! im lovin them!! yay me!! haha!!! they are very talented even though they didnt win...
salute them la eh.. haha!!
kk im gettin crazy.

confession: im gettin addicted to JLS *love love*

2010-03-18T17:44:00.004+08:00

ysterday had a movie date with shuhada n liyana.
well its a sort of a post bdae clebration for ddada..
but yea sadly liy left us earlier while aft dat me n ddada went for our early dinner eating ayam penyet RIA.

so first actually we went straight to the grand cathay to watch Alice in the wonderland.
for the show was 3/5. it was funny though.. yea:)

n aft dat we took the bus n went to clark quay to... wat else girls want to do when they meet each other??? snap pics!!! *wink wink*
n so we walked n walked n walked.. but cudnt find a suitable nice shady place for us to settle down n 'get starting on our mission' heh heh.
n finally we sat down in frnt of victoria theatre..
oohh!!! ohhh!!! and there were this... omg... hahhaha i noe u two noe lah horh.
very pleasant to look at *wink*

ok so more is up at mine, ddada's and liy's facebook.
dis is one of those we took..
my girls are sweet arent they??

2010-03-16T10:42:00.003+08:00

ok dis is very random...
sharing my dad's random lameness and craziness.

ok the story goes like dis.
i was surfing the net.. and den he started reaching for the newspaper.
he flip n flip n flip.
den he suddenly stare at me. n i went "ape?"
n den... he said "pegi KL jom? tiga hari balik ah"
den i went "ok. kemas2 ah"
and he cntinue to read his newspaper again. siao.

den he sddenly say "pegi johor jom"
den i said "nak buat ape?"
he said, "jalan2, tgk orang"
n i said back "abe dpan ayah ni bukan orang?"
n he replied "kau beruang."
and i said back "kalau gitu ayah bapak beruang"

ok dats it introducing my dad and I when we get lame and nonsense.
haiyoo stress aku dpat bapak mcm nii..

2010-03-14T10:15:00.002+08:00

OK here i am to post this very special thing or shud i call it a dedication?? haha

ok.. so its my darling Shuhada's birthday today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
woooohooooo dah seventeen kape babe!!!!
dah kakak2 la tau!!!

hahahha!!! ok so here's the dedication for u baybeh...

"you've been a really really great friend for me whenevr i need u so much...
you listen to my prolems, you share my laughter and tears.. ok abit typical here la horh..
but!! i want u to noe dat uve been alwys there when i need it...
we talked(craps), we laughed(like crazy), we had fun(like tons of it)...
so everybody, listen up okays.. shuhada is a very very good friend!!!! n i love her!!!"

ok dats it.. but deep down in my heart, my dedication for her wud nvr end ok..
so i think will stop there.

and so again HAPPY BIRTHDAY BAYBEH!!!

2010-03-13T10:52:00.004+08:00

ok ok very very the short one here...
just to make my blog look updated. nyehehs!
ok crap. sorry for that.

so currently and lately, my peeps have been getting themselves a laptop for poly use.
me?? yea soon soon..
aiming for Fujitsu.
cos got reviews frm two person whom i noes or make it three.
they hav been using it and it has not spoiled for currently 4 going on 5yrs...
hehe.. so i tot dat was coool!!
and i made decision to go n join the club baybeh!!
ok ok will update if i got mine already okie..

tata :))

2010-03-04T10:50:00.005+08:00

outing to esplanade & sentosa with my girlfriends!!
it has been very fun and enjoying.. even though its tiring but it worth it!
well, this is the ONLY TIME LEFT b4 we really starts to get busy busy busy with poly life...

im gonna miss them!! :(

more at Facebook!
http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?ref=profile&id=562453900

pray for Haiti

2010-02-23T10:25:00.002+08:00

this video where alot of famous singers get together to make a cover of Michael Jackson's "We Are The World".

it trully leaves an immense feeling of sympathy in my heart for the people in Haiti.
the least dat we can do is pray for them

2010-02-13T11:33:00.002+08:00

will be going to Melaka tomoro
1 day or 2 days?? let just see lah horh...
will just bring xtra clothes... in any emergency cases. haha!!
so my cousin will be cming along too.. so at least with children, it will be more fun rite.. haha!!

really2 hope so!

ohh ohh!!! AND REALLY HOPE that the shops there are still open for business
if not.. haiyahh bored to death i tell u

so.. chiao sin chi :))

2010-01-16T10:29:00.000+08:00

CONFUSED CONFUSED CONFUSED

DILLEMA DILLEMA DILLEMA

my mind is getting all over the place

why fuss about it???

2010-01-07T21:05:00.004+08:00

i simply just dont undrstnd why they keep debating on the winning of Sezairi in Singapore Idol..
if really they are not satisfied with him winning.. they shud then vote more for Sylvia shudnt they?????
in this case, im neutral..
im ok with either sezairi wins or sylvia wins

and! if they are talking about race this time round.. why dun they try to get as many malay cntestant out of the competition?? OR better... just filter off all malay contestants from the audition days itself...

watever it is....
its over and done with people...
the results out.. Singapore Idol have been decided...
so stop with the arguments..
PEOPLE, TALK WITH COMMON SENSE.. NOT COMMON COMMENTS..

FOR SEZAIRI: just go on with ur music.. its wat u like and its wat YOU want to do..
you ARE the Singapore Idol... you already are. so just do ur very best in making Spore proud..

http://sg.answers.yahoo.com/question/index?qid=20100107003741AA71iRe
i just simply dun like the character and the way our own Singapore citizens show their support.. mind ur language.. mind the way u speak and comment.. that will be much much more better..

im back

2009-12-18T11:40:00.006+08:00

haha ok, quite pitiful when i see that my blog has slept enuf already...

so let me update on my Hols??
ok best..

so firstly, we went up to Negeri Sembilan, to have Cendol..
yes dun be shocked, its for real..
we went to the one and only shop that has a talkative owner (in a very good way)
and pay once but you can have your 2nd, 3rd, 4th, 5th or how much servings u want FOR FREE!!!! yes, u heard it right.. for FREE!!

well i guess, his sincerity in serving people has made his business
continuously prosper for 22 years i guess.. yea..

when we arrived, my dad shake his hand and then told him that we're from Singapore.
and dahhhhhh he began to tell evrybody the sq ft of Spore island, the origin of singapore and the history of Spore... and so did other customers
they told himm where they are from and he began to tell out loud.
p.s. WITHOUT REFERENCE
cos he had memorised all that.

he also said that whenevr he strts to feel that there is 1 number in the figure that he mentioned doesnt seem to sound right, he will make a quick peek on his little notebook that contains all the facts and informations

ohh ohh! his cendol was nice too... i tried the jagung one..
all the got flavour2 ones like jagung, kacang, pulut all cnt tambah2 lahh.. but the normal one CAN!!

ok so... after that... went up to actually "visit and sight-seeing" at Port Dickson.. haha den we were like, amacm.... tanyer2 je ah hotel braper... cos its gonna be dark also...
so....
stayed one night there at a FABULOUS PLACE with a FABULOUS DEAL!!!!!

ok firstly, we went to check on Hotel Seri Malaysia which usually will offer an affordable cheap price... but we were wrong that day..
we get to know that the place if full except for 1 family room which consist of only 2 queen sized bed in a room with a price of RM200 for 1NIGHT!!!!!!

AND my mum and I was like... "MAHALNYER!!!!!!! no no no, we are not gonna let the RM200 fly just like that bcos of 1night" plus, when we arrived its already gonna be like 5? in the evening!!!! so its just like wat few hours before we have to check out early in the morning the next day???!!!

den tried our luck at Mayangsari Resort.
den suddenly when we were driving in, a chinese man was like staring at us u noe!!!
his eyes was like following2 until we parked our car..
AND!!!! he approached us!!! i was like bacer2 jugak sehhhh

den he began opening his mouth
"eh lu mau tinggal ini hotel ahh?" my mum and i was like nodding cluelessly about our fate and safety.. hahaha!!! my dad still ensuring the car is locked securely.
"eh u amek dari wa lah, wa kasi u wa punya bilik sini ada"
we were like... *huh, ape lah yang dier ni merepek ni*

hahah den guess wat, he brought us up to 6th floor, have a look at "his" apartment..
see that??? APARTMENT!!! u noe with hall, kitchen, 2 rooms and separate toilets in each room, balcony with the straight view of the swimming pool and the sea and then with tv in the hall and each room.. air-conditioned... balcony in the room where i slept!!! pink and purple bedsheet.. i was like "IBU, THIS IS SO COOL LAAAA!!!!!!!!!!"

hahahaha with the price of RM170 ONLY AFTER BARGAINING!!!!! be4 bargained was RM180..
ok la not much diff.. but STILL!!!! compared to the previous hotel which we have to cross the road to go to the beach summore and not guaranteed that we can get the room with good view!!!

so we agreed lahhhhhhhh!!! heh heh, still in suspicion, we took the uncle's NRIC number u noe!!! haah incase of u noe.... unexpected things could alwys happen... with all the bad stories happened there...

hahaha ok pictures pictures

2009-11-12T23:11:00.002+08:00

ouhhhhhhhhkaaaaayyyyyy

its been SOOOOOOOO LLOOOOONNNGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
since ive blogged.. haha

well... wat to say... OLevel yawww

ok sooo m i gonna go back to my routine of posting when i feel like to... or close this a/c??

nahh think bout it some other time....

will catch up soon

i love it!!!!!!!!

2009-10-05T20:52:00.002+08:00

just one sentence from me today aft ive watched this video...

THIS IS THE COOLEST AMAZING STUNNING THING EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Raya time!!!!

2009-09-22T20:37:00.003+08:00

ok... so 1st n 2nd day of raya was blast for sure... no doubt for that... especially first day raya, at my nenek bedok's hse...

WAOWWW, i was shocked!!!! for the first time ever... when i enter the house, at arnd 6 to 6.30pm..
the house was totally.......

EMPTY!!!!!!!

YES! it never happened before.. there was only my uncle n his wife..
im like *hello, where on earth is everyone else?*
as i thought we was late, yea we planned to be late.. haiyo...

n worse still, until aft maghrib arnd 7.30 also there is still no sight of another family... but then, once it reaches 7.45 to 8pm...

FUUUYYOOOOOOOHHHH!!!!

its like time past fast, very very fast, very very very fast...
suddenly there was like over umptheens of families conquering the 3room flat... wahhhh
the guys wanna watch soccer and the girls wanna watch the Suria drama Kalimah Terakhir, then my dad soo wanna watch the drama for awhile, u noe why.. ok dun ask.. hehhee

ok den luckily the house was next to a big space corridor...
guess wat, they laid carpet.. "tikar gulung" for the kids to play and the adults to sit.. hahaaaaa... its damn funny la i tell u, Geylang oso not like dat!!

ok den so, as the TV SET was positioned near to the door, the guys all like stand against the railngs behind each other like one disciplined row watching soccer.. while the ladies, some was at the kitchen talk2.. some (including me) watching the drama oh plus some boys... and the rest was in the living room...

u wanna try to walk across frm the kitchen to the door?? try doing so. i welcomed u to get ur legs tangled, tumbled, tripped, stepped onto other people's leg accidentally...

therefore, i guess u cud imagine the blast yo!! rite? rite?
heee not yet 2nd day lah horh
overall review for the day, FUN GILERRR!!
oh not forgetting, PANAS GILERRR!!! and PACKED GILERR!!

but one thing sad is that...

WASTED LAHHHHH!!!!!
i so syok2!! tngok citer tu, luper nak amek gmbr of the "little india during deepavali times" haha exactly u noe.. wasted.. haiyerr.... sooo wasted...

haiyo but nvm, my cuzin did took video... memories memories

den the nxt day, went to 9 houses with 7 cars and 30 humans...
aper lagi... kite attack ah!!!!

yea so mine was the 1st, semuer kumpul2 jer dah.. pkul 2 lebih.. janji melayu betul la.. gagaga
isi perut dulu baru start jalan...
n end up cming back hme at 1am.. cool or wat, dne just nw MATHS & POA paper 1
tomoro, F&N.. haiyooo

nvm fiza, berkorban..

Pics of 4/7 girls!!!

2009-09-17T21:41:00.003+08:00

yeaa.... so here r the pics showing the truth of our side when we turns into a 'child'...

love the girls!!!
such a memorable day!!!

2009-09-04T15:08:00.001+08:00

OMG!!!! I LOVE TODAY!!!!!

hahaha!!! wonder why im so happy happy?????
bcos today for the FIRST time in HISTORY, EACH AND EVERY ONE OF THE 4/7 GIRLS
tied up our hair into PIGTAIL!!!!....
and yes!!! we had our pigtail head for our class photo-taking!!!

it was SOOO MUCH FUNNNN saying each other cute, making cute poses, funny, retarded.. eheh...
well matched with our uniform summore, RETRO HABESAN OIII!!!! hahahaha

yea so blogger's been nauhgty!! could not upload photo but anyhoos, cud check out my facebook if u wanna see wat actually happens when girls in pigtail came to sch... especially when the whole class did it together!!!
wasted la the guys nvr do centre-parting... hahaha n got to tell the truth, we do look few years younger (*ehem!!! prasan sikit!!*)

ok chiawwwwssss

2009-09-03T21:52:00.000+08:00

im VERY VERY stunned evrytime i watch them dance.. i love the way they bring the dance about..
n in dis case, for this video its till u watch 2:27

they are SUPERB!!!!

2009-09-03T16:23:00.000+08:00

ok FIRST THING FIRST!!!!! this post is a delay telecast post okkkaaayyyysss...

but from my heart, it is a live telecast to wish Hamizah bte A.Khairi
a VERY VERY VERY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!

hehe girl, got noticed why i nvr wish u at all ystrday... heeeee
saving it for tomoro lahh when i present u ur gift skali... yayyy!!! yess!!!! YOUR PRESENT!!!
its nothing compared to my heart for u girl!!!!!

hahaha sorry la if u r wondering why i nvr wish u at all horhhh HEH HEH HEH!!!

well watever it is, this girl here alwys made me laugh... never fails.... DISTINCTION FOR THAT MIZAH!!!